痛苦的决定我还是要接受

我这一生人只喜欢一个也只爱一个

那个就是你马雪慧

可是你伤了我的心

我想我应该不会原谅你

但是感觉都没有了

两个人免强在一起

也是对我们不好

让我们更痛苦罢了所以

我也只是把我们之间的感情

当是一场噩梦

我希望你不要那么难过

好好照顾自己

我在这里祝福你又一个很开心的

单身日子～

再会了。。。雪慧～

this is wat inside my memory

is a lonely first day 

in this day i take mc 

cause i sick seriously 

after i take all my panadol cough and other medicine 

i should had a gud slp 

but i slp for a while i remember 

wat you like wat you dun like 

you dun like to wait ppl message 

you want to sit car like vios myvi

and other 

the colour you lile is blue 

and white 

if you say yes means yes no means no no ppl can say it bek 

i still remember last time they treat you like 

nothing so you always tears cum out 

and one time i off my phone sudden ly you cry because you dun have 

the feeling of safety 

you dun like ppl to have pressure on your body 

such as hand put on shoulders
you dun like shirt which is too tight
 because it like tie you very ketat
you dun have special like
you will buy thing according to your mood
i like the way you feed me in sushi king
i feel very sweet
i want to try to feed you but i dun have a chance
i knw you like old town the toasted bread with half raw eggs
if you like the thing means you will like it forever and you wont change
i knw you you very appreciate you and your friend ship
i still gt write the love diary to remember me wat have i done wrong to you
i knw i calculate wrong our 300 days
you very angry
i knw when is the three hundred days but i nt sure when i sure
is late one day
i hope my decision is correct
it wont be late to our
relationship 

The life that you want is the life i want

every ppl like different kind of  life 

some love to be single some love to be couple 

so my choice of life is to be couple 

but if my couple say 

single life is that  kind of life 

that she dream for.....

 chase for and use to get it....

 i will let her chase her life~

 because every ppl have their own 

power , strength and ability 

to chase that kind of life they want 

so i wont force you to be my way 

but i will follow

which way are you going wat kind of life you want 

and i appreciate very moment to be with you 

although last time i treat you like nothing but nw 

every moment you talk to me 

i will appreciate it~

 i will keep it in mind ~

although i knw is late but late better than none 

so wat life you ant juz go ahead 

i will wait you cum back 

i hope you have a nice single moment 

maybe this is the way i should do 

this is the way i can continue my love to you 

although is love is got some pain but that will reminds me 

to appreciate more 

to care more 

to love you more than i have done to you  

情人节

有时有些东西你对他的期望越低

上天就会安排给你

真是一个刺激的情人节

哇噻

原本没什么期望的我早上六点

就去做个工过后又一个未知号码

打来我很奇怪就按来听

原来是我的寿星公也就是

宝贝

我为了不让她失望

我出尽奇招回来

还好回到回不到死掉都有我份

终于换天不负有心人我是也是回来了

时间也刚刚好

然后杀去买一束花给她由于现金问题

所以买了九朵红色玫瑰

但这情人节的礼物

宝贝啊你的生日礼物还在我这里啊

没有想到我人生的第一个情人节

是你与我度过哈 哈哈哈

Am i ready to continue or stop this journey

i'm very scared to lose you 

very very scared 

dun knw how to imagine thay kinda of scared 

you are the one hu inspire me 

so many things 

you are the one hu let me learn 

many kind of things 

after that day i see you 

i'm very happy that you are still the same 

doesnt change alot 

thx god that you are well being 

i really really dun want lose you 

really really dun want to lose you 

lose you is like my end of year  

end of my life 

end of my journey 

i wish to protect you until you old 

i wish to go through wif you every single moment of you life no matter 

the life is hard 

i will sum out when you need support 

i will borrow my ears to let you say anything you unhappy 

i will borrow my shoulder when you are tired 

maybe sumthing to you are boring eventhough is very often we say 

but to me is a habbit already is an habbit that 

i cant change even i die 

eventhough you say you lazy but i will wait you to becum hardworking 

i'm really thank god that i have a such a gud gf eventhough 

she is nt perfect but in my heart she is still 100%

i have mark down every single time we have a gud moment and 

some sad moment which is memorable
i will let you to have you way
but nt follow my way