nothing to say about it

maybe to you i'm slping i 'm telling you that i'm not slping 
if you dun believe just forget about it 
i having family problem i suck on this day again 
but who know nobody knows including you also 
my dad say i have lost my phone for 5 times 
so he very angry an spoiled the phone by his own hand 
he say want pain pain together but he dun know how the money come 
and is very meaning full to me 
thats the 1st time my aunt give me money and  i use her money to brought it 
but what are you thinking just i no prefect you must teach me how to be perfect 
but you spoiled my meaning full thing become meaning less is so pain 
to say as pain as my heart drop 
as my bi dun wan me everybody is so gud except for me
 why i still do not understand why 
every time must make me like  a slave call me do thi s call me do that but you got think my felling before y you could'nt you take some time just to understand ma 
wat i need and wat shud you do 
but you doesnt i do not understand why every time you make my tears come out just for no reason 
although how hard i work nobody cares nobody know it 
i'm so up sad stay in this kind of family 
everybody push me like i'm no feeling like i shud do this 
every thing olso must follow you all why cant you foolow the rule 
why can you follow my way to done 
even try also not giving chances wat shud i do beg you 
try to call for a chance 
try to follow you way 
i today really up set i knwo mf gf dun trust me as well but i write this is just my felling 
i she want to break up with me i will also respect and follow her decision 
because i know that the gud ans for her

you happy is more important than me

今天我可以说是我人生总最失败的一天....

她不要我...

我父母对我很失望为什么...

因为我把电话弄丢了...

人家说及会只有一次这是事实..

我不否认 ...

我希望每天都可以见到你....

我没有阻止你做任何事情...

只要不是和你过不去自己的身体...

我什么都答应....

你心情不好的时候...

你会告诉我你不开心你很大压力 ....

你每天看我嬉皮笑脸....

但我在家过着像监牢的生活....

我也不曾埋怨过.....

我只是想和你见一面...

想知道大概你的状况....

我知道你对爱情已经没有任何的希望了...

但你想知道我过的生活是怎样吗....

我知道你在学校过得自在开心就够了....

你脾气不好我不曾生过你的气..

所以我可以让你很放纵的做你喜欢的事....

但我呢不能做自己最喜欢的事.....

看起来是可以出可是要付出的代价.....

被人糟蹋的日子我受够了我不想惹事.....

不想在被叫爸妈 .....

这种日子我过够了不想在尝也不想试...

我想要做我认为是对的事情爱我喜欢的人.....

我只是想牵着你的手和你走路.....

我只想和你一起度过我连生日....

一个连蛋糕都没有碰过的生日....

是很空虚的很无奈是很痛苦的.....