Am i ready to continue or stop this journey

i'm very scared to lose you 

very very scared 

dun knw how to imagine thay kinda of scared 

you are the one hu inspire me 

so many things 

you are the one hu let me learn 

many kind of things 

after that day i see you 

i'm very happy that you are still the same 

doesnt change alot 

thx god that you are well being 

i really really dun want lose you 

really really dun want to lose you 

lose you is like my end of year  

end of my life 

end of my journey 

i wish to protect you until you old 

i wish to go through wif you every single moment of you life no matter 

the life is hard 

i will sum out when you need support 

i will borrow my ears to let you say anything you unhappy 

i will borrow my shoulder when you are tired 

maybe sumthing to you are boring eventhough is very often we say 

but to me is a habbit already is an habbit that 

i cant change even i die 

eventhough you say you lazy but i will wait you to becum hardworking 

i'm really thank god that i have a such a gud gf eventhough 

she is nt perfect but in my heart she is still 100%

i have mark down every single time we have a gud moment and 

some sad moment which is memorable
i will let you to have you way
but nt follow my way